脆弱

在所有人面前

我一直都习惯性的扮演着强硬的角色

看似什么都能应付的人

但其实

我的内心是如此的脆弱

看似坚强的我

无论是那么无力的一句话

那一句不小心的话

那一句玩玩笑的话

都容易的刺进我的心中

或许应该说

表面再坚强的人

有时，都希望有个停站

让自己好好的充电

有时，也希望有个肩膀靠靠

让自己感觉温暖

我很想哭，真的很想

可是我似乎忘了要怎样哭

只知道，每当闭上眼睛时

眼泪都不由自主的留下来

坦白的

最近我才发现我并不成熟

或许说我真的太天真了吧

我对这个世界

真的很天真

或许，我应该不要那么成熟

虽然单纯，不过快乐

虽然傻气，但是享受

我想要这样的生活，可以吗？

我知道，这不可能发生在我身上吧

Brother's Birthday

21-02-2010

 My forever bro, Jun

Your birthday is came

what can i do just plan for your birthday

At the early, I was planned to give you a present

which is collect all the wish by writing down at a book

A wish from all your friends

A wish for your birthday

 A wish to motivate you

A wish to cheer you

 Even though is a simple book

but it contains your friends hearts

Even it is messy inside the book

but it memorable

Moreover,

I have used few days time keep running in Megamall

What for ?

For findings presents for bro

Hope bro will like it

 When your birthday is near

We found that we have to buy cake for you

But at the result

We decided to made a cake for you

Here the situation on 21-02-2010

Yesterday night slept at 6 something

then wake up 9 something at the early morning

(only sleep for 3 hours @@)

waiting for bro's mum come to fetch me to buy party stuff

before that, went to restaurant take breakfast, but i didn't eat =X

after we when to Tunas Manja, Niwarna and Pasar.

Finished bought all the stuff bro's mum fetched me back home around 1pm

At the same time, I contacted Jie Pei came to my house to fetch me

We (jie pei, wong and me) went to Tunas Manja and Niwarna again. What for ?

This time is going to buy the ingredients to bake cake ><

We found that lack of a lot of ingredients,

so we went to leyee house to asked for help.

Afterward, went back to my house again and start baking the 1st cake for bro

1st cake, Chocolate cake..

Unfortunately, we failed to make it =X

We decided to make 2nd cake, which is 100% hand made.

Every process is hand processing, didn't involved any machine processing except baking

well, we realized that not enough ingredient again,

Jie pei and leyee driving around Kuantan to find ingredients,

because those ingredient only sell in bakery, not available in market ><

While they finding ingredient,

Me, wong and yvonne stay at my house

start measuring those ingredients that we have match with the amount of volume to making a sponge cake

Just realized 100% hand made birthday cake not that easy

we start making at 3pm until the night 9.15pm

@@ it's take our 6.15 hours time

(sorry to my parent that make them can only take dinner after we done baking the cake >.< because we are waring in thee kitchen)

Below is some picture about the process of 100% hand made cake

(except baking)

A CAKE WHICH IS CONTAIN FULL OF 

HEART

mixing the ingredient

baking the cake

making the wiping cream

applying cream at 1st layer of cake

applying the cream at second layer and overall of the cake

doing decoration on cake

AS A RESULT

A Heartwarming Cake done!!!

Next

cooking the eggs by me

Dying the eggs by leyee

and decorating the eggs by Jeffery Wong

The process of delivering the cake and eggs

We reached there around 10pm

and we keep this surprise at Liang Xin house

At 12am

We take it for my bro ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO
HAPPY EVERY SECOND IN YOUR LIFE
PRAY FOR YOUR WISHES COME TRUE

At here

Special thanks to

Jie Pei, Leyee, Jeffery Wong, Yvonne, and my mum

A BIG THANKS TO YOU ALL
without you all, i could not did it for my bro

thanks for helping

I'm appreciate you all helping me to do it for my bro by HEART

Notes: Apologies for I'm unable to describe the process so details. >.< and I'm just realized, that day i didn't even take any meal from morning 10am until 10.30pm... =X

Fate

14-02-2010

This is the date that we start our new life

from single to couple

from disappointed to hopeful

from bad to good

from old to new

seems like everything have been changed

You may right, We need to protect "It" together

If want me to use thousand of words to express my feeling

I rather than to use few simple words to express it

I LOVE YOU

It's easy and simple

but it more meaningful than other else

It look easy

but it represent the sense and feel of each other

It seems simple

but it contain thousands words inside

and it is comes from the heart that without any decoration, revision and not process by brain to make it complicated and may contain fake issue inside the meaning.

So,

even though it easy and simple

but i still want to say it to you

I LOVE YOU

This matter already test us in 8 months time

Along this period we pass through all the feeling

at the end, we knew it is the FATE to us.

Let us protect it as we could

and Let it be nature as possible

感情

人类，真的不能没有感情

兄弟情，感情，亲情

无论少了任何一情都会令人迷失方向

或许简单来说，人似乎是为情而活

感情应该属于神圣的，尊敬的，无可取代的

我珍惜家人，珍惜我爱的人，也珍惜我的兄弟

坦白说风不能没有他们，

没有了他们，风就毫无方向盲目的乱起一场

这些感情之下

建造于赤裸裸的坦诚，信任和爱

在这几种条件下成长的感情

这种感情无论时隔多久

依然能够保存着热度

依然让人觉得可依靠

也让人相处得很舒服

对于玩弄感情的人

我们不必生气

也不必煎熬

我们只需慢慢的远离他们

相信风

一切带来的因

都会带来一个果

到最后，他们会被自己的感情惩罚自己

这一切只能说咎由自取

放开那些不重视感情的人吧

但至少相信风

风的兄弟们

风的爱人

风的家人

我珍惜现在拥有你们

因为有了你们

才让我体会到什么是《幸福》

有些人选择欺骗或说谎是因为太爱对方了，不想让对方受到伤害，而说谎的人其实内心被谁都更难受。人一生里面其实什么都可以放弃，只要自己深爱的人能够在自己身边，这就够了，这就是最快乐的事。

Crap'ing

haha.. actually i write for nothing.

Just feel happy after done my thing.

It's time to release

It's time to enjoy

It's time to have a new life..

haha.... Just wait for it ^^

摩羯座

摩羯座的人理解力、悟性及反应力有些差，但他们吃苦耐劳，不屈不挠，克勤克俭，工作中会全力以赴。果断、理性和努力工作是他们与众不同的特点，也是他们吸引人的魅力所在。

摩羯座人的性格

      外表是半身为羊半身为鱼的摩羯座，诞生在一年四季最为酷寒的季节，故展现出其独立的精神和阴柔的个性。摩羯座人勤勉而踏实，一步一步稳扎稳打，任何事都讲求公平合理，他们生性保守，对年轻一辈所崇尚的自由开放较难以认同。一般说来摩羯座的人具有传统而守旧的观念。他们有着强烈的上进心，会将全部精力耗费在追求成功的事业与社会地位上，时时鞭策着自己或亲人，但常因对凡事都过于认真，而忽略了生活的情趣。他们对事物往往有自己的看法，且常坚持己见，不愿妥协，有时甚至自以为是到顽固的地步，让人有不通情理的印象，故易使人产生反感，假如能多设身处地为别人着想，会更受欢迎。

      摩羯座生性谨慎，可靠，有耐心，他们或许行动不甚敏捷，但是如同龟兔赛跑中的乌龟一般，持之以恒的个性使他们在逆境中能发挥坚忍卓绝的精神，而获得最后的胜利。他们脑筋深沉、野心勃勃，组织能力甚佳，是天生的领导人才，喜欢控制别人。

摩羯座人的心智表现

      摩羯座的人思想条理分明，他们擅长精密而繁琐的思考模式，并且具有付诸实现的耐心与能力，一旦开始行动，就没有回转的余地。摩羯座的人充满野心、城府颇深，他们在判断事情和从事研究工作时，很少作立即的情绪性的反应或判断，通常只做有把握的事，没有十成胜算，至少也要有八成把握才肯放手搏，他们总是仔细考虑、反复推敲之后才会作下结论，所以如果你和摩羯有赌局时，只要看到他下大赌注，那你最好快点认输，因为他要不是百分之百的赢家，就是要把你搞得两败俱伤。

      “严以律己”是摩羯座的特点，最怕别人认为他们不完美，所以总是严厉地批评自己，对自己的过失一点也不宽贷，因为情绪总是在紧绷状态，所以脾气常会失去控制，容易在小事上大发脾气。摩羯座的人多半渴望被了解，但因有极度的不安全感，对别人不信任，所以很少有知心朋友，生活十分孤单，所以，你常可见摩羯人摆出孤寂、冷漠的脸孔。他们生性忧郁，是所有星座中忧郁气质最浓厚的一个。

      摩羯座的人天性都略带羞怯，通常他们喜欢默默观察别人的表现来决定接近的距离远近。如果你的表现符合他们的标准，和他们的期望相符合，他就会往你靠近一点，但是仍然处于警戒状态；假若你的言谈思考让他觉得和你是同一阵线，就有可能和你来往；但只有当他开始把心中真正的感觉、不为人知的过去例如恋情的起伏告诉你时，你才算列入正式朋友的名单。

      摩羯座的人冷静得可怕，他们永远只想着把事情做正确，爱以自我为中心，对别人多疑，交往中喜欢沉默。对于摩羯座人来说，坦诚对人定能换来更多的真诚和更多的微笑。

友情？

其实，真正的友情是怎么样的呢？

友情的定义又是什么呢？

相信许多人身边都出现过以下的状况：

1）这分钟是好朋友，下分钟变敌人

2）无事霞迎春，有事钟无艳。无事不登三宝殿

3）这一秒说你好话，下一秒桶你几刀

4）这天答应保守秘密，隔天秘密唱通街

5）用利用价值时靠近你，没利用价值时抛弃你

我很好奇，为什么朋友可以说走就走

当远离你时，他们能够理直气壮的去做一些他们认为是对的事情，可是在社会价值观上是错的事情

很多事情我们身为朋友的要懂得分析及评估身边的朋友

我们必须明白，人际关系是世界上最复杂但具有最重要的功能

能建起一个好的人际关系不简单

但要破毁一个人际关系易如反掌

一些人非常懂得利用这关系

平常就话也不多谈一句的人，在紧急时刻或需要帮忙时就来靠近你

在你身边得到想要的东西时却回到原点的陌生人

有些人向你倾诉时与你变得很亲近，但倾诉后犹如陌生人一样离开你去寻找别的倾诉对象获得别的安慰

有些人表面上对你十分的好，犹如好朋友一样，但其实距离非常非常的远

有些人在你面前当成知己，但在背后永远是第一个用刀捅你的人

我讨厌这些人，相信大家也有同样的感觉

别误会，我并不是在批评任何人

只是将心里对一堆做作的人感到反感

好朋友们，你们要帮忙尽管开口，好朋友是应该互相帮助的

但十年不联络一次的，要帮忙，请先检讨自己的态度

如果要在我面前伪装得很亲近但在背后捅我朋友们，请离开我的生命，我的回忆不容许留下你们

若不是用真心和我交友或不想做我朋友的请离开，没有人会阻止你们

大家别误会，这篇文章并不是在攻击着你们

纯属分享友谊在人心中，尽然变得那么荒繆

所以交友时务必小心…… =)