缘

失去
寻找


我半年前失去了
我半年后依然还在寻找


寻找的，不想是一样的
因为失去后，
再寻找一样的
其实也都不一样了
为何不让自己走入新世界


寻找了半年
依然寻找不到与我有缘的它
我相信眼缘
只要感觉对了
而进驻了某些情感与故事
它便悬挂在我颈项
与我共同进退


寻找了半年
相信
它很快就会出现


=)


我不挑剔
我只追求属于自己的一种感觉
一种辨别自我的象征... ...

跳楼

这个世界上

(世界好像太大了)

那我们说说比较小的

在同一栋公寓里

每个人都有着自己的人生故事

在这里

想分享一个人的故事

她

因为经不起挫折

埋怨这自己不比别人幸福

在这一个夜里

她选择了结束自己的生命

她到了22楼的天台

就这样跳了下来

不过

她后悔了

因为她突然觉悟

发现自己的生活比许多人都幸福

她跳下去那一刻

无意的从每一户人家的窗口看见他们的故事

这瞬间，她看见

20楼的师奶

结婚30年后与老公闹着离婚

18楼的林伯伯

正在拜祭刚去世的老婆

一个人孤单的难过哭泣

15楼刚搬进了一对新婚夫妇

正在享受着新家的温暖

13楼住着一群学院生

正享受它们年少轻狂的午夜派对

10楼的温先生

竟然殴打女儿和老婆

发生着家庭暴力

9楼的哥哥

工作了一整天

回到家劳累的躺在床上就睡着了

7楼的陈太

和刚生下6个月大的儿子玩得自在

与丈夫带着温馨的笑容

5楼的韶惠

苦恼着找工作

只为了还这期的学费

3楼的郭家

一家人幸福的在享受着晚餐与甜点

dopppsss...

一声

把这人生就这样结束了……

自己领悟这篇文章的意思吧 ^.^

Used to be...

Used to be....
i like to use these words...
but, this best illustrate that talk and think and much more easier than make it work...
unless it not happen on yourself...


there are three conclusion of the result of used to be...


1st, you will DAMN LIKE IT!!!


2nd, you will hate it and wish to SCREAM out loud and kick it butt;


3rd, you will become feelingless and ignore whatever about that.


opppsss...


still got 1 result, that is at the end, you will saying : WHATEVER~ for whatever...


do you experience before?
when you used to listen to some music/song you like..
at the beginning you will enjoy it.. (LIKE)
after some time you will start to feel bored with it... (FEELINGLESS)
keep on listening the same music you will start irritating.. (HATE and PUNCH the player, perhaps is comp?)




actually...
this kind of situation often happen between a couple..
in mandarin so call "HOT RELATION" at the beginning
used to be someone around then feel bored of it
starting finding reason to avoid your partner (actually is start feeling annoying)
continue by irritating, hate and at the end break up...


^.^


Hey guys...
you are kidding me...
is time to wake up...
build your own characters..
dont even be the person who used to be by others....
they have NO RIGHT to make you used to be and hurt you...


What i talking har?
forget about it.. haha.. not funny


Even i like the words "used to be"
but i still not used to be hurt by anyone...


Used to be...
... in relationship, you will forget LOVE
... as a receiver, you will forget how to give out
... silent, you will forgot use your RIGHT
... everything, you eventually will lost your identity


When you wish to be a things, there always a nothing.
When you used to be nothing, there become a thing at the end.

P/S: 

Do bear  in mind

No one is obligate to you in this world

every action cum a value.